The first obvious step is to get a new job, one I can handle as I certainly couldn’t handle the last one, the one I did not show up for today. My eyes are so bad I cannot look at the computer for more than an hr or so so that job had to go. I can’t even fathom what I am going to do but there has to be something I can do and not loathe. I suppose I will find it even if I have to go through 10 more until I do.
The “condition” as the Dr called it that I have is a variant on dry eyes but is extremely painful to the point where I cannot even sit outside without sunglasses on and am having to put drops in 4X a day is no joy either. Hopefully the Omega 3 will help and the discomfort will ease over the next while, hopefully.
About the rest of my life? I simply have no answers, I suppose I will figure it out eventually but for now I am just numb, not caring about much at all at the moment. I am sick of the way things are going that is for sure and don’t see them changing unless I make that happen, so I will. And no I am not sure how I will do that I just know that I will. Somehow.
I will carry on……..