Alone

I don’t even know what to say today, pretty sad about a lot of issues really. Feeling so alone and down right now. I don’t know what to do when I feel like this, just lost at how to cope with things right now. I am trying to make it all ok but somehow I still have these days. I understand that it is not my fault that these people treated me badly, just that I allowed it to continue for so long. But I cannot turn my feelings on and off like they can. Just move on without looking back and missing what should have been. Why can people just not be themselves, why do they pretend to be this wonderful person and once they are in your life show their true colors? I suppose it will be a very long time before I allow anyone else in my life and that is sad. Like every one else I need someone to love me and I don’t see that happening. I am just not the type of woman that gets loved. Sorry but this is how I am feeling today. Hurting.

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About bettywins3

I am beginning life anew with a new job and home. It may be an exciting and challenging voyage but always it brings joy, happiness and calm. I am always seeking out knowledge where-ever I may find it , I love learning even the most mundane things, I love watching TED and surfing the net , I google anything I don't know no matter how trivial it may seem. Never too late to expand our horizons!
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