So I am feeling much better today, more myself. I think a lot of that rant yesterday was because of the other forces in my life trying to bring me down, I fell down some stairs and am hurting all over, I am broke this month due to bills the ex left me with and I am losing Shelby this week as she howls and barks constantly if I am not home and I have some friends with a little boy who will love her as much as I do. I have a lot of things trying to drag me down and I suppose I needed something to latch on to. I felt like a loser and probably subconsciously thought I deserved nothing better than him. Once again my own insecurities screw with my head and heart. I assure you all that I have no intention of actually letting that  loser back in to my life……….I know I deserve better than that even on my worst days. So no looking back, onward and upwards ! Today it is back to work, will get the paperwork here out of the way then job #2 then shampooing hallways, gonna be too tired to think after all that I think. Back to being “ME”


About bettywins3

I am beginning life anew with a new job and home. It may be an exciting and challenging voyage but always it brings joy, happiness and calm. I am always seeking out knowledge where-ever I may find it , I love learning even the most mundane things, I love watching TED and surfing the net , I google anything I don't know no matter how trivial it may seem. Never too late to expand our horizons!
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