Not Sure

So I am just not sure what is happening with my life right now. I am working 2 jobs for now and keeping busy but have been really sad for the last while, I wouldn’t say depressed because I am functioning very well in every day life. I am sleeping better of late and trying to but not quite eating more. I have little energy, probably because I am not fueling up adequately. and have been falling asleep by 8 pm, I am making myself stay up until at least 9:30 and find that I can now sleep until around 4 or 5 am. I am ok with the way work is going and my social life, while I am not getting out not as frequently as I would like to is quite satisfying. I am having a problem keeping my mind off of certain things, but that is ok as I just remind myself why that no longer is and that gets me through the momentary hiccups. I would like to say my goal to be happy is in sight but I think that is going to take some more work. I did have a good week end, going to the trailer was very relaxing and I can honestly say I did not think of work at all. Now I am just melancholy………..but I am trying, every second of every day I am getting there.

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About bettywins3

I am beginning life anew with a new job and home. It may be an exciting and challenging voyage but always it brings joy, happiness and calm. I am always seeking out knowledge where-ever I may find it , I love learning even the most mundane things, I love watching TED and surfing the net , I google anything I don't know no matter how trivial it may seem. Never too late to expand our horizons!
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